whoa.. such a long day today. okay, went to SA first today.. sang the school song.. i'll be honest and admit that i was terrified for my results yeah... then i thought that i was going to sing the school song for the last time. sighs. only 7 pple in our class turned up.. the whole day break cos tutorials were all cancelled. meanwhile, i got my dear informant, mel, who is my junior from nan hua band to tell me what the teachers said. when i heard that 3 people failed lit, my heart sank lah.. cos i didnt give my full effort in there.. then i dunno, it was like i was going to cry in the cafe.

then went back to nan hua with vanessa to have what final lunch before the results.. met toinh and joel at the busstop... then we all went ginza to eat.. no appetite at all.. pple who went ginza: vanessa, me, jeanette, xueting, rebecca, levina, linghui, emily, brandon, huang yu, towni, david, aaron, toinh, joel, liang yuan, benji, kam wai, calvin, william, chen wee and not sure who else le. quite alot of pple.. then went to nan hua... ms wassan gave the opening speech.. i was super frustrated lah.. she just rambled the same points on and on, i mean, who gives a crap about the Singpass thing lah... it was all in the notes lah.. i think she did it on purpose.. i was screaming the whole time.. then was msging jon ho, complaining about how freaking frustrating it was... then that weiqi called.. i was very upset.. so i sort of screamed at him to not disturb me or something then slammed the phone.. *sorry weiqi! under pressure there!* then while mr foo announced the statistics, i was going to cry lah.. then when it was time to take the results, i was near tears.. then ms lau was like, y u so upset, u havent even seen ur results yet lah.. i was like, i dont wanna see lah, i screwed up so so badly..

okay, so i got the results slip in the end.. first was english.. a2... not bad lah.. then, i saw a C6 there lah.. almost died of shock.. LIT CAN GET C6!!! i was like, oh no, i'm screwed. then they nvr put the L1R5 at the bottom, have to count yourself.. that process was scary lah.. then couldnt count properly cos that C6 was so glaring lah.. then slowly count count, then ask pple to count... and got 12!!! scared me lah.. i expected above 15 lah.

english:A2
combined humans:A2
lit:C6
emaths:A1
amaths:A2
physics:A2
chem:B3
chinese:B3

combined humans was shocking.. cos i spotted wrong qns lah!! a maths shocking also.. cos i still rmb skipping all those 12 marks qns lah.. chem was also quite shocking cos i rmb guessing the mcq cos they were so hard and the rain was raining all over my chem paper.

okay, so 4/11 did super well.. shoutouts go to my dear friends towni and david, who did really well.. so proud of them lah!! esp to joyce, who made an extremely great improvement.. now she can come to SA le!! okays, we were exchanging hugs and screams.. so happy lah!! got so many sms-es.. 86 of them from concerned friends from SFC, church, SA and elsewhere! daiwei and cheryl got 10 pts! yay! treat to kbox coming soon!

okay.. then cos we were so high, we all went west mall to watch constantine.. it's okay for entertainment, but not for christian values.. i'm not trying to be preachy preachy here, but yeah, it really contradicts the Bible, so christian pple out there, dont let the movie affect ur standing =) pple who went: lev, liang yuan, chen wee, william, ling hui, me, towni, david, aaron, toinh, huang yu, calvin, benji. then we occupy one whole entire row.. then went dinner.. no appetite again.. so didnt eat.. sat with towni, linghui and huangyu. then talked quite alot... then we all went home.. and i'm super tired BUT super happy now!! haha. must really thank God again cos i really didnt do this on my effort.. i really didnt even make much effort, but it was by His grace that i got through this. yup, can stay in SA le.. that was my only aim in the first place: 15 pts, but i did better. =)

In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace that he lavished on us with all wisdom and understanding. -Ephesians 1:7-8